I began to try to recognize my dreams as products of my mind, even as I dreamed them. The breakthrough came one night soon after a nightmare. I decided I could not live fully while I let my fears roam about on their own power, so to speak. I entered the dream state determined not to yield. I had read somewhere that a fear could only be dissipated by friendliness and trust. Anger, threats, aggressiveness were out. These reactions were actually fearful reactions. So I made up my mind to be friendly. The dream evolved, and I barely had time to remind myself to smile before the nightmare began. This time it was an almost childish nightmare, in which my collective fears took the shape of a large, nebulous but very scary monster. I quailed and almost turned tail, but by sheer will (I was really scared) I stayed and let it approach. I said to myself “it’s my dream, and if I forget this, I’ll have to go through it again,” and I smiled as sincerely as I could. What’s more, I spoke as calmly as I could, a big step since waking or sleeping terror leaves me speechless. I said something like “I’m not afraid. I want to be friends. You’re welcome to my dream!” and almost as soon as I said it, the monster became friendly, delightedly so. I was ecstatic. Needless to say, I awoke quickly, still saying “I did it!”
Drifting around this empty place again
Hoping to feel whole
Hearing nothing but the world spinning
The silence is louder than before
Mi fa impressione quando ti diverti a giocare con le mie corde come se fossero le tue, come se le conoscessi da sempre..
Non sono cose che amo scrivere o dire ma..
Non credo che finirà mai di stupirmi quest’esperienza con te…
Inoltre penso che questo legame istintivo e primordiale che ci unisce sia più unico che speciale…
E penso che lo proteggerò piuottosto gelosamente..
How does it make you feel
Has a dummy soul?


